Optimistic Realist.

I love this picture. It really boosts me up. I always like to have a positive outlook and this just reminds me to take anything that get's me down and get rid of it. Glass isn't half empty OR half full. It's both and the glass is twice as big as it should be.

Insomnia

I feel like this, ALL the time haha. Really wish I could find a way to get my page out there more without being one of those annoying people that are always promoting their blog.

Any suggestions?

Q

Quaint queens quietly quarrel quality quantum questions.

New Idea

Ok so I've decided I'm going to try to write at least one sentence where every word starts with the same letter. Let's see how this works.

A

Allow an anonymous anomaly an attempt at abhorrently aberuncating all animalistic annoyances assimilating arrogant arrosed anodes.

She Never Knew Me

The only person to ever know me

Didn't even know me at all

A game of face I played, to please the one I wanted

Only a false persona would work I thought, and by this idea I was haunted

As long as I built it strong the facade would never fall

A shadow with a face, the tales I told were tall

It was for the best I thought, she'd like me better this way

Plus, it's better than her not liking me at all

Everything was great, golden you could say

Until the truth came out, that's when the shadow started to fray

The dynasty I built came tumbling  down around me

All I could hear was, "who are you even?"  being shouted at me

"Don't you see? I'm who you want me to be! " I've thought about it all, it's the best for you and me!

"That's not what I want, some false image that's made to please,

I wanted the truth, what is it you don't see?"

In the end it didn't work, because I lost sight of who I really was

The shadow lost it's face, everything lost without a trace

She still knows me the best, even though she never knew me all....

The River Thyme

It's over, it's over. Gone forever, it's over!

But even so, it's just the beginning of the end

The only thing to save you is always on the move

Time itself keeps going, dragging you along

In itself, the pain hurts, but it's for the greater good

Bumps and bruises mend, and I'm not talking superficial

Admittance is the first step on the road to acceptance

And once accepted, the healing begins.

From there it's just going with the flow of time

Letting it's soothing waters heal your body and soul.

BUT REMEMBER!!

You must stay with the current, never lag

Because living in the past can be your undoing. 

Dwelling in the darkness of before, taking grip of your mind.

Forgive the world, then forget their wrong doings.

If you don't, it will only make things worse!

If you have an answer to the question, don't hold on to it

Just let it go...

The Chase

The rising sun, rolling in from the east

Meets the moon, settling down in the west

The sun is here, but woe! The moon has not left

Slowly fading away, recoiling from the light of day

But tonight, as the sun follows to the west, the moon will be back

To rise once again as the ruler of the night

Illuminating the land that has been forsaken

Forsaken by the sun, left to fall into the darkness

But as the moon finishes it's round of the sky, the sun will be back

Back to find the moon, the one who goes against it's wishes

Bringing light to the forgotten land

This is my mind talking to you through the keys.

I'm so sick and tired of being called a fucking lair

A heartless piece of shit, a selfish son of a bitch

Fuck you and your "truth", you're blind inside

You do what you're told, what you've been told is "right"

I might be cold and heartless, but at least I have a brain

A brain that I use, to see through the "truth"

I do things for my own benefit, because who the fuck else will?

You call me an asshole, but baby this is the real deal

I've got an agenda, and if you don't fit in it you ain't shit in it

What's the fucking point, you're taking up space

And in my world extra baggage has no place

Pack light and live fast, those that don't end up last

(PAUSE)

Change of plans, spur of the moment

Good song is on and I truly condone it

                              STOP THE FUCKING TRAIN!

I gotta get on a new one, this way of thought is getting abusive

I'll spare you the lecture and give you a hint

I'm going places and you'll never see me again

Unless it's on the T.V. or covering a magazine

It's amazing how spilling my brain on top of some keys can change mood

It's like letting it all out is my brain's food

Or more like crack, I LOVE THIS SHIT

This is the way I should always be

110% times the square root of the sun

Divide it by zero, LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!

Opened up a black hole, see ya later, here I go!

What the $#@% is that noise?

It's so late and I'm still wide awake
Countless hours of music pumped into my ears
I'm not even listening, my mind is racing
Thoughts of this and that running through
Speeding to completion, before they're lost into deletion
The ones that win are unimportant
Importance pushed aside, importance left to die
So after hours and hours of sitting here, music bleeding in my ears
I'm left with nothing that's worth anything
But I'm fine with that, because deletion in my mind isn't deletion
It's completion.
Importance pushed together to form perfection
It's coming together now, you just wait
I'm figuring it all out, just not directly
It's not affecting me, just freeing my mind for things at hand
No one's holding my hand to help me through this
So I made another pair of hands in my head
To solve things for me
You just wait, it'll all come together.



You just wait....

He's in a coma.

I wish life were like a dream, and that I'd never wake up
There's always excitement, even if it's frightening
It's a delight, to experience the unreal
to do what you want, whatever you feel
No consequences, just actions
In a dream I can be who I want, go where I please
In a dream I can be with who I want, erase who I please
There world is mine to control, I can do what I want
If life were like a dream, I'd never wake up